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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 14:33:33 GMT -5
Chad sighed and listened to Sophia and laid there beside her and looked at her and then got up off the bed and walked over and stood looking out the hospital room window as tears fell. "Fine Sophia..I never put you two before myself and I am sorry for all those things you just named but I was trying to change this time and be a good husband and father to you but you start your damn mouth about Ryan with me and cause us to fight with all your annoying questions..'
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 14:38:37 GMT -5
Sophia watched him get up and laid there watching him "You didn't try to change this time Chad. I was only trying to help you with Ryan and be a good wife to you, but you just got mad at me and are selling our house and started drinking again..you promised to open up and talk to to me and not drink, but we couldn't even go one damn day married because I'm so annoying.." Sophia sighed as tears fell "If I'm so annoying then why did you marry my ass. And why have you never put us before you if you say you love us.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 14:48:58 GMT -5
Chad sighed hearing Sophia and looked at her as tears kept falling while standing by the window "Maybe I should have died in the crash with Madison and Faith. That would be so much better for you and Bethany. I know you were trying to help me and I am sorry I got mad at you. I shouldn't have but that date we got married was a hard day for me anyways. Sorry I drank that night. You aren't annoying Sophia. I married you cause I love you. I don't know why I have never put you all before me.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 14:54:05 GMT -5
Sophia looked at him and saw he was crying and sighed "Don't say that Chad! You daughters need you and if you had died it would have hurt Bethany so much and we wouldn't have Ella. Why was the date we got married hard on you? You just said I'm annoying Chad so obviously I am, every time we're together you get annoyed with me so I must just be a stupid bitch like everyone says. I don't feel like you love me anymore Chad.." Sophia sighed as more tears fell
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 14:55:57 GMT -5
Chad sighed and kept crying and listened to her and walked over and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her "I know it would have hurt Bethany and that we wouldn't have Ella. It was just a hard date..I don't really want to go into that right now. You aren't a stupid bitch Sophia and I love you so much.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 14:57:28 GMT -5
Sophia moved over and laid her head in his lap and wrapped her arms around him "If it was a hard date then why didn't you tell me, I would have moved the wedding. I love you so much too Chad.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 15:00:44 GMT -5
Chad looked at her when she did that and smiled a little "I am sorry I didn't tell you. But I thought I would be fine and you had planned everything already and it was so beautiful and I am glad we got married..but now that is over. I have nothing.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 15:03:33 GMT -5
Sophia laid there holding him and looking up at him "Don't be sorry. Thank you for saying it was beautiful, I think it was perfect and amazing. I can't believe it's over now.." She sighed "You don't have nothing Chad. You have two beautiful daughters, a wonderful son, you have your dad and brothers and sisters that love you..and you have Madison and Faith who are with you wherever you are looking over you.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 15:05:33 GMT -5
Chad sighed and looked at her "I have to be sorry. You're welcome. It doesn't have to be over Sophia..just don't go through with the divorce." He sighed "I didn't speak to my family at the wedding and they haven't talked to me in a while Sophia. I don't have Madison and Faith or a wonderful son or the one person I love so much..you.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 15:10:59 GMT -5
Sophia looked at him "We've given us so many tries Chad, it never works, and I can't let myself and Bethany get hurt again..losing you hurts so much and I can't put myself in that position again.." She sighed "Why haven't you? I thought your dad called you earlier about Ella? And even if you haven't talked in a a while they're still your family and love you and would be there if you need them. Madison and Faith loved you so much and I'm sure they're up in heaven right now watching over you. You do have a wonderful son, and even if he ends up not yours, you've still raised him as your son and he loves you so much and loves you as his father, and I'm going to make sure him and Nichole don't leave. I'll always be here for you if you need me Chad..no matter what.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 15:15:18 GMT -5
Chad looked at her "Just give us another try please Sophia.." Chad said as more tears fell "Cause they are pissed at me about Faith and Madison stuff. He did call earlier but only to ask about you and Ella. No they wouldn't be there if I need them. How do you know Madison and Faith loved me? They can leave if they want..I don't care. But I need to have you as my wife.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 15:35:36 GMT -5
Sophia sighed when he started crying more and sat up and held him "I don't know if I can Chad..I just don't know what to do..They shouldn't be pissed at you, what Faith and Madison stuff? They would be here, I know how much your father loves you. You've told me about Faith and Madison and I can just tell that they loved you, any woman would be stupid not to love you..you're smart, hot, loving, sweet, you're perfect Chad. I know that's not true and you do care about Ryan. Why do you need me as your wife?"
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 16:45:17 GMT -5
Chad laid against her as tears kept falling "Sophia I can't make you give us another chance. I know I dont' deserve you. Well they are pissed at me. I can't tell you that stuff. How do you know he loves me? Thanks for the stuff you said about me. But I am not perfect or sweet or loving. Well so what if I do care about him they can leave cause she wants him near her parents. I need you as my wife cause I love you with all my heart and you are my soulmate and you help me through things.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 17:30:37 GMT -5
Sophia kept holding him "You do deserve me Chad, don't say you don't. Why can't you tell me that stuff? I know he loves you cause he's your father and you two have been so close when you were growing up. You're welcome, you are perfect and sweet and loving, you've just had a lot going on lately. You can take her to court to make her stay near you or I can try talking to her again. I love you with all my heart too Chad and you're my soulmate too.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 17:32:38 GMT -5
Chad kept laying against her "I am sorry but I don't think I deserve you after all the shit I put you through over the years. Cause it makes me feel awful thinking about it. Yeah me and dad was always close especially after mom left us all. Thanks. But don't bother talking to Nichole again."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 17:35:02 GMT -5
Sophia kept holding him "Well I think you do deserve me. Then don't think about it. You're welcome. I will talk to her again if it means keeping Ryan here for you.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 17:36:01 GMT -5
Chad sat there with her "If I deserved you I wouldn't be losing you now. I have to think about it. Don't talk to her Sophia.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 17:39:29 GMT -5
Sophia sighed "I'm sorry you're losing me Chad..I hate this. Why do you have to think about it? I'm going to talk to her.."
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Post by Drewsdarlin on Aug 27, 2009 19:15:26 GMT -5
"Then don't get the divorce Sophia. Cause I just do and don't talk to Nichole please..I am begging you.."
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Post by ....Toria.... on Aug 27, 2009 20:08:40 GMT -5
"I cant get hurt again Chad..it hurts so much. I cant let her just leave with Ryan Chad.."
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